July 10, 2015
Still not pregnant, I have however switch my focus to getting myself healthy. I have become a distributor with Advocare and will begin the 24 day challenge on Sunday!!! I cannot wait to get myself to a better a state! I have a good feeling that once I am healthy and happy with myself, getting pregnant will just fall into place J Wish me luck!
January 8, 2016
Happy New Year! Still not pregnant… I have however lost 29 pounds since I started my Advocare journey. I feel fantastic, the only thing missing is a beautiful baby bump with my new body weight. Last month I was convinced I was pregnant, so much so that I even spilled the beans that we were trying to a few members of my office team. I even told a student’s mom that I might be pregnant. I am now at this emotional downhill… “It’s not going to happen” mode. I shared my chart on Kindara and the only thing I said was 11 months and counting… Starting to feel like this will never happen. And that is emotionally where I am at. Jack still seems positive and continues to ask about my temp in the morning. I keep taking my temps in the morning. I don’t know… I am not sure why this path has chosen us and hopefully one day it will all make sense.
And though there are positive things about this month’s chart it is difficult to be excited. Maybe it’s because I have had a viral infection for the past 4 days, or maybe I just need a hormone adjustment…all I know is that positivity is just not here this go around.
Going through my last entry’s looks like I need to catch up. Since starting Advocare I am on a strict healthy lifestyle plan. So nix all of those previous fun finds that I had tried and hello healthy eating all the time, okay most of the time.