January 10, 2016
Pregnant!
Yesterday we found out we are pregnant! It has been a roller coaster, which is fitting considering I have been on an emotional roller coaster since we started “trying”. The girls were coming over for our annual Christmas Party, I had just got home from my presentation from work, and my temp was still up. I honestly don’t know what motivated me to take a pregnancy test besides knowing I was planning on getting drunk. I even thought to myself as I opened the test, “why are you doing this…it’s going to be negative. It’s always negative. Well let’s just do this so I know I’m good to party tonight.” I set the test next to the sink and I washed my hands. I stared at the test as I realized a faint but distinct line remained, making two lines…making the test positive!!! I was overcome with emotion! I had a huge smile on my face followed by a flood of tears. I then danced around the house, jumping up and down thanking the Angels above for making our wish come true. Regretfully, dad to be wasn’t home. However this gave me time to plan a little something for him. I called Jack to see where he was, he was at his dad’s then had to go pick up salt at the warehouse. It felt like days that I had to wait for him to return, so in the meantime I took another test and set up my phone to record his reaction opening “our late Christmas present that just arrived.” His reaction was the best!!! I cannot wait for him to be a daddy. All of our waiting, all the preparations, have finally brought us to this moment! We are beyond grateful to have been given this gift! The best gifts in life are worth waiting for! You are so loved little one, happy 4 weeks to us!
We love you Bear!
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