9. POSSIBILITY
Possibility is something that Jack and I constantly thought about before and after our 20 week appointment with Jackie. It was possible at one point that we wouldn’t be able to get pregnant at all as we led into 11 months of trying…It was possible that we might have twins…It was possible that once we got pregnant that our child would have red hair…It was possible that we could’ve had a girl…It was possible that Jackie would survive and our lives that we lead today would be very different. Possibilities are endless in life…it’s like a box of chocolates as Forrest Gump would say…you never know what you are going to get.
We now journey into new possibilities…Yesterday I started part-time work, I officially stepped down from my stressful 40 hour a week managerial roll and now work 20 hours a week as an assistant. I do not know what to expect, I do not have a plan…but oh the possibilities. Jack and I are anxiously awaiting Cardinal Glennon to meet about Jackie’s autopsy and to provide us with results from his extensive genetic test…what possibilities could these results lead us to? I don’t know…but there are so many. The possibilities of our lives, for our lives are endless…we don’t know how our story will end but we are doing our best to enjoy the ride. It’s been full of ups and downs and twists that we didn’t see coming…but it is still good and worth every second. We look forward to the possibilities that lie ahead.
We love you!
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