10. MEMORY
Oh the sweet beautiful memories I hold dearest in my heart will never fade. I am ever thankful that I will have the memories of my son for the rest of my lifetime. I will also have the memories of how we felt each and every time we discovered we were pregnant. These are joyous moments that I will hold onto for my entire lifetime. Each of them feel as though they just took place just yesterday. They are fresh, pristine, and clear. I recall almost every single detail. However, as much as these memories bring me joy they also bring me pain. They are harsh reminders of what was and what never will be again. Pain and joy dance together equally in these memories. What started out each time as something wonderful and perfect ended with sadness and destruction. My best memories are some of my worst…that is just how our journey has been.
“It’s a Mother’s job to protect her children. When that is no longer possible, it is her job to remember them.”
We love you Bear, Jackie, and Peanut!
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