11. TIME
Time never stops and it always moves forward…but oh how I wish I could stop time and go back. Go back to spend even more time with my Jackie…even if to just relive those 9 short yet very long days in the NICU with him. To hold his hand once again…to run my fingers on his forehead…to read him books…to sing him Christmas songs…and to just live in that time…those moments…over and over again.
But time is a funny thing…and as you get older time seems to speed up…days seem shorter and your life just seems to slip away from you. We honestly do not know how much time each of us will receive.
When I think of time…I think of the movie Alice Through the Looking Glass. There were many quotes from that movie that have stuck with me since I’ve watched it.
“You can not change the past, But I dare say you might learn something from it.”
“I knew who I was this morning but I’ve changed a few times since then.”
“In the garden of memory, in the place of dreams…that is where you and I shall meet.”
We love you Bear, Jackie, and Peanut!
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