As I awaited our phone call I couldn’t help but to have certain parts of a couple songs play on repeat in my mind.
“everything’s gonna be alright…alright…alright.”
“If it’s meant to be…it’ll be…it’ll be.”
As I got ready for work a wave of nausea hit me again. I had to sit down. I’ll get my phone call while I am on my shift and I have already warned my boss. We both know that tears will flow no matter the outcome. 14 of the longest days have turned into the longest day…it is only 10:00 am mind you…it has only been 3 hours…time is dragging it’s feet today.
I just belched and a little bit of throw-up came with it…
I received my phone call at 12:49pm only to miss it. I was able to call the office back at 1:34pm only to have to wait for a call back. Our nurse was unavailable at the time. She called me back at 2:17pm, I answered, I said let me sit down…she asked how I was, I told her I had been a wreck for the last two days…she asked if it was my nerves…I said yes and that I had been experiencing symptoms but just think that they are from the progesterone and that I just want to know. She then stated that she was calling with good news…I exploded with tears…a river was running down my face…she said, “You’re Pregnant!” My levels were elevated and I could hear a very loud, “YAY!” in the background…it sounded as if all of the clinic had come together to congratulate us…more tears!
WE DID IT!!!! I joyfully told Jack when I called him.
Shock, joy, excitement, nervousness, happiness! OMG! OMG!
We love you Bear, Jackie, and Peanut!
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