Jack turned 32 on April 8th and I couldn’t help but to cry that morning. I woke up and began collecting pictures on Facebook in…
Category: My Grief Journey
Purpose
The last few weeks have been a tangled web of a mess. My emotions just seem to bounce from one extreme to the other…and rightfully…
The Storm
When does our storm end? How much more pain do we have to endure to get to our rainbow skies? I know that our lives…
Oh Christmas Tree
We officially removed our Christmas tree from our home. For me this tree was a symbol of joy. We cut it down with my parents…
Loss
A loss is a loss no matter how small. As a Mother who has experienced miscarriages and infant loss, a Mother’s love and attachment to…
Now What?
I’ve been trying to get a grasp on all of my emotions that have been weighing me down the last week or so. It is…
Bereaved Miscarriage
Being bereaved and pregnant can be a hard road. I started writing this post at around 7 weeks pregnant and I was already emotionally drained…
December Recap
You all know now why I have been waiting to share our journey during December. December was a month of pain and joy all wrapped…
Jackie’s 1st Birthday
Some people never get to meet their hero, I gave birth to mine. It seems cliché to say…but it is how I feel. Jackie has…
Fear
Everyone is afraid of something or somethings. One thing I have found is that fear is only emphasized after loss. When Jack and I set out…